My friend...

So this person has no idea how I feel about him, none. I mean, yes, it has come out a few years ago that I was feelin' him but he doesn't know how I talk about him. My friend is so good to me. Considerate, for the most part, fun to be around, shows me everyday that there are good men in this world. I honestly think the world of him and if I could make him happy, show him what a good woman looks and feels like, I would--without a second thought. We are really good friends though...it has came up before, as stated so I wouldn't dare put it out there again. I am tired of the here and there, randomly chillin things, I want something real and I know that I could be fulfilled by him. I deny that I have feelings for him but I know that if he was to get with anybody, I would be ridiculously jealous. I don't want to share him lol...just my thoughts...