Mid-20s High school drama...part 1

So Ive had my fair share of interesting situations and this isn’t the most interesting but its “write” worthy. So the title seems crazy but its true; its mainly referring to the length of time the relationship lasted…a WHOLE 3.5 WEEKS!!! Damn in my mid-20s…for real?!!?? In the words of one of my homeboys…”it be like that sometimes”. So this guy was really really attractive…you know 6’4, brown-skinned, the right amount of thickness, cool personality…but who knew that there was this short fuse and ridiculousness hidden behind all of this attractiveness. So I wont make this long, but I will give you highlights. This experience proved to me that I am in fact growing up and that I can peep game early on. Me being the sweet and understanding person I can be, understood when my man was having transportation issues and had to get around…but when it turns into just transporting you to and from and not about chillin with your girl, its an issue for me; or when you question me, after I let you know I cant do something for you or when you get mad at me because I cant do something for you. How does this make me feel?? It makes me feel like you only want me around when it can benefit you. I express to you how I feel and you completely go BALISTIC!! I mean curse word after curse word (from what I could understand) and you completely ignored what I was trying to explain. Yall even after he cursed me out and ended it (this is all through email bc he didn’t want to wait to talk in person), I didn’t even go off on him. I said okay and let it go…I was shocked at myself. Yes, I had the initial thought to be at his house waiting for him with a crew in tote, but I let it go. I figured this young, obviously immature, child of God didn’t know any better and that he wasn’t even worth the rise in blood pressure he would cause. That happened on a Monday and as sure as my name is Janee’ Antoinette McDaniel, he called that Friday apologizing. He said he figured that was where I was headed in my email (breaking up with him), so I responded by saying, oh so is it a competition? That’s crazy…he had me explain the email, basically restating everything I said in the email and then magically he understood where I was coming from. WOW…really??? So then he says well I know you accepted my apology so where do we go from here…ummmm no where…why would I want someone who has a short fuse, that may be slightly crazy and as of last week, according to the handy dandy FACEBOOK…IS ALREADY IN A RELATIONSHIP…what does that equal boys and girls that he was probably trifling and talking to me and this chick or that he just works fast. Well young buck, I hope you find what youre looking for and that you grow up…cuz this woman is saying…”Men are like buses, miss one next fifteen one comin’” LMAO