Sunday, July 18, 2010

So...I think I like this guy. Well, okay, I do. I like him but I dont know where we stand. I'm a lil odd---LOL. I say this because I like him and want to know where he stands, what he wants but I dont want the "hey we are bf/gf talk". I just want to know if I should continue to put time into this or treat this as a friend to occupy time here and there. Not saying I couldnt see myself with him, bc I dont know but he is just an IDK. He's a lil nonchalant, when I want him to be excited about something. If I tell you I want to spend a weekend with you and you kinda treat it like another random day, it bothers me. But on the other hand, he seems happy to see me when we get together. I guess I'm frustrated bc I cant just up and go see him and it just be me and him. I'm not any better but UGH. I need to know whats up before I spend money on this weekend coming up lol. He also made the comment that he knows I talk to a lot of guys. Honestly, I chat with a few men but not everybody is on the same level. Some are for entertainment--knowing that nothing serious would come out of it. This guy is the only one I'm interested in pursuing something with; maybe one other but I know his schedule and the attention I want wont work. Either way, I need to know if the comment he made is something that will get in the way of me knowing his intentions or just a comment he made. He said that he notices me talking about a different dude, which I dont believe---and that the difference b/t us is that he doesnt talk about the chicks he talks to---I was like what the hell. On one hand, I could care less bc it seems like I get an adequate amount of attention but how could I even say anything bc what are we doing? Just chatting to chat or what? But how about I figure out my intentions before I go into hinting about what he wants...UGH...see thats why I dont like "liking" people.

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