Relationships

Man this is work!!! THE END...naw seriously...this is my second relationship, in my 24 years on this earth. If you knew my history, its not as bad as it sounds lol. I was always the one with "all these guys" hanging around me, which I have encountered quite a few interesting ones...but it was only hanging. It never went into more than that and in most cases, wasnt because I lost interest but because we were on different levels. Either they were full of crap or @ssholes or whatever...but I have recently learned that this has helped and harmed me. I am soooo open to this relationship. I really like him and me deciding to be with him was the right decision; im taking a chance and trying really really hard to let my guard down. Ive been trying to figure out why Im so hard on him and I think its because Im not use to a short period of "hanging"...and then relationship talk is brought up. I'm just use to staying in one stage, hanging, which I have said on SEVERAL occas. I HATE and it just freaked me out that it kept moving along. I have to say I was very hesistant and still freaked out but I dont want to miss out on the "possibility". You never know...but anyway like I said in a previous blog, its a J-O-B! Learning not only info about them, but learning the moods and sarcasm and getting to know their vibe. I know, I know...it takes time and patience and I think that Im going to continue to give this a chance. Stay tuned!! BTW Any new comer relationship advice???